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Heaven or Hell
02:22
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The skeletons renting my closet
They instantly crumble to dust
I’m better at making up problems
Than pulling myself out a rut
The same lines same words I’ve said before
Shipwrecked now sailing back to shore
This house doesn’t seem to be haunted anymore
I wish it was always this easy
To twist the words out of my mouth
I bend over backwards to be here
Your touch is the top of the shelf
I’ve tried some crazy shit before
But no one quite shook me to the core
I go nuts when you’re talking to me yeah
No I know I’m not the type to say I love you on the phone
And I swore I’d never plan ahead I’d always plan alone
But if you hop onto a plane I’ll hop on don’t care where it goes
It’s insane you made it easy
Wouldn’t do this shit for anyone else
Babe I don’t mind going through heaven or hell
Babe I don’t mind going through heaven or hell
No I know I’m not the type to say I love you on the phone
And I swore I’d never plan ahead I’d always plan alone
But if you hop onto a plane I’ll hop on don’t care where it goes
It’s insane you made it easy
Wouldn’t do this shit for anyone else
Babe I don’t mind going through heaven or hell
Babe I don’t mind going through heaven or hell
Now I can not quite remember what it’s like being alone
And I can’t picture life without you will I die if you let go?
Never been this fucking honest
Sorry I can’t take it slow
Can’t believe we made it easy
Couldn’t feel like this with anyone else
Babe I don’t mind going through heaven or hell
Babe I don’t mind going through heaven or hell
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2. |
I Wanna Feel Good
02:12
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I swear I try I do the best that I can
To keep together when I know that I can’t, now
I’ve been afraid to make it clear when I should, but
I wanna feel good
I wanna feel good
I woke up tired, I’m not feeling myself
Who said that glass of wine was good for my health?
I’ve taken every B vitamin and juice on the shelf, but
None of that ever helps
I told my therapist I’m going through hell
Try meditating when you’re feeling unwell
It’s been a month and I keep asking myself
Why I keep taking these L’s
I swear I try I do the best that I can
To keep together when I know that I can’t, now
I’ve been afraid to make it clear when I should, but
I wanna feel good
I wanna feel good
I’ve had it up to here with self-doubt and these second thoughts
I’m tired of pretending to be someone that I’m not
I’m letting go of holding on to lessons that I’ve lost, or
That I knew and soon forgot
I swear I try I do the best that I can
To keep together when I know that I can’t, now
I’ve been afraid to make it clear when I should, but
I wanna feel good
I wanna feel good
Lately it’s been a little harder to sleep
With all these fears and worries following me, yeah
I’ve always been a little misunderstood, but
I wanna feel good
I wanna feel good
Only miss the sunshine on the days that it rains
I wanna feel good
I wanna feel good
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3. |
The Race
02:21
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I found my self on the freeway
Hundred and eighty
But something is changing, hmm
The scenery is amazing
That’s what they’re saying
Don’t know what I’m chasing, hmm
Could’ve done this
Could’ve done that
Could’ve done better
Would’ve gone mad
When what you love’s just making you sad
Maybe you should move on and leave it
Just take it easy
You’ve got good reason
To give yourself a break
Enjoy the feeling
Words have no meaning
Just blame the season
Go give yourself a break, yeah
Remember it’s not a race
Everyone’s got these days
Remember you’ll be okay, hmm
Remember it’s not a race
Everyone’s got these days
Remember you’ll be okay, hmm
So overwhelmed and underwhelmed
Where is the balance
Pacing myself and slowing down’s
Never been my talent
Could’ve done this
Could’ve done that
Could’ve done better
Would’ve gone mad
When what you love’s just making you sad
Maybe you should move on and leave it
Just take it easy
You’ve got good reason
To give yourself a break
Enjoy the feeling
Words have no meaning
Just blame the season
Go give yourself a break, yeah
Remember it’s not a race
Everyone’s got these days
Remember you’ll be okay, hmm
Remember it’s not a race
Everyone’s got these days
Remember you’ll be okay, hmm
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4. |
With or Without You
02:31
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I don’t really do drugs
But lately nothing’s been enough
Running on an empty cup
Think I’m gonna fall in love
I know I should give it time
But it never feels right
Twenty ways to mess it up
Should’ve seen it in your eyes
Now they’re burned into my mind
This is gonna be rough
Are we calling this love?
Late night drives through Oregon
Can’t say I miss home again
All these things I do again cause
I’m pretty lost with or without you
I wanna call I don’t know how to
Why’s every song always about you
Do you ever feel the way I do
No you’re not really making this easy
Not sure if you wanna see me
If you leave I wouldn’t know how to
I’m pretty lost with or without you
I’m pretty lost with or without you
Oh it’s driving me insane
Something bout it feels wrong
Don’t know what to tell my mom
She thinks I will never change
You can’t be someone you’re not
Came close, paid the cost
Hear it echoing your name
Spending all this time alone
Out with people I don’t know
Made me want you just the same
It made me want you just the same
Late night drives through Oregon
Can’t say I miss home again
All these things I do again cause
I’m pretty lost with or without you
I wanna call I don’t know how to
Why’s every song always about you
Do you ever feel the way I do
No you’re not really making this easy
Not sure if you wanna see me
If you leave I wouldn’t know how to
I’m pretty lost with or without you
I’m pretty lost with or without you
I gotta stop thinking about you
This life seems empty without you
I’ll always be thankful I found you
Even if I wasn’t allowed to
Nobody said this is easy
Sometimes wish you would need me
If you leave I wouldn’t know how to
I’m pretty lost with or without you
I’m pretty lost with or without you
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5. |
I Wanna Be with You
03:02
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I know
I know
I know
I should keep my cool
But I wanna be with you
But I wanna be with you
I said
What I said
And you stayed quiet
You build the walls yours mind fortified
I wish I had a slice of your time
Now I’m all alone misreading your signs
It’s easier to shut up and leave
Find someone else who’s nicer to me
But we know that life ain’t going like that
We’re always in love with what’s making us sad
I know
I know
I know
I should keep my cool
But I wanna be with you
But I wanna be with you
You know
You know
You know
If you were in my shoes
You’d wanna be with you too
Oh I wanna be with you
Let me believe my comfortable lie
My hands are tired from wiping my eyes
It’s not your fault, i know it’s all mine
I put our friendship all on the line
I know
I know
I know
I should keep my cool
But I wanna be with you
But I wanna be with you
You know
You know
You know
If you were in my shoes
You’d wanna be with you too
Oh I wanna be with you
Please don’t you say it is all in my head
I can not take back the things that I said
The things that I said
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6. |
Oracle
02:04
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Last night I was on my last breath
I saw God and He wondered where the end is
Sit down, see my crumbling defences
I’ve been good but keep living in detention
It’s like a hurricane telling me to let go
I got a good grip 20 years to lay low
Maybe I’m better off dropping off the payload
If that voice don’t stop I can’t say no
I won‘t go
I won‘t go
Don‘t let go
Don‘t let go
Wake up
We’ll be alright
Don’t wait
I’m an oracle
Seeing those signs
Gotta shake
That snow globe
Do you believe in fate?
See it for yourself
Give it a try
I’ll no longer be here
Don’t wait up
Hit the bottom line of my red plastic cup
You’ll be welcome if you ever feel too lost
See it for yourself
Give it a try
Same shit, different year
Why am I like this?
Setting sail into it
Memories priceless
Take another hit of it 'til I drop down
Don’t wait up, cause I gotta skip town
Baby, this is so sweet, think I’m loving the taste
Weekends so packed, I don’t want wanna be late
Lie to myself, hang it up in a frame
Look back, climbing down the fire escape
I won‘t go
I won‘t go
Don‘t let go
Don‘t let go
Wake up
We’ll be alright
Don’t wait
I’m an oracle
Seeing those signs
Gotta shake
That snow globe
Do you believe in fate?
See it for yourself
Give it a try
I’ll no longer be here
Don’t wait up
Hit the bottom line of my red plastic cup
You’ll be welcome if you ever feel too lost
See it for yourself
Give it a try
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